Friday, February 18, 2011

I've built up these walls high and tall,
But then you come along and knocked them down with nothing at all,
I don't know what I felt at that point, vulnerable?
I suppose that you're not the one for me,
But I'm not so strong as I thought I would be,
I figured I could handle this course,
Of jumps and hurdles, I guess it was worse

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Romeo and Juliet

Possibly the most famous play in the entire world. I am reading the script right now, and am memorizing bits and pieces. Here is one from complete memory;

"But soft! What light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and Juliet is the sun. Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon that is sick and pale with grief, That  thou her maid art more fair than she: Be not her maid, since she is envious. Her vestal livery is but sick and green, and none but fools do wear it, cast it off! It is my lady, O, my love, That she knew she were!..."

:) I love love

Friday, February 11, 2011

I want them to see how pretty I am,
I don't care how I get the attention,
Some say I might be vain,
But when I look in the mirror,
I want to see beauty,
Not just a plain-jane,
This make-up I'm wearing will hopefully hide what I don't want to see,
And I hope it'll cover up what makes me, me,
I wanna be different,
But I'm told that everybody does,
So doesn't that make me just like them?
So I guess in the end, I'll just blend into the crowd,
And I'll end up the same as all of them, for the sake of my being proud

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Wicked

And unto the wicked ways I am born and I have craved,
And from the wicked ways I was saved,
The waywardness of a wicked whisper,
The fruitfulness of a blister,
And who am I to come to Christ?
To ask to be saved, I am the worth of blight,
I should be told to get out of His sight,
But instead, he takes me in,
Keeps me from a cold and awful night

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

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You reject me when I'm there for you,
You call out my name in vain when I'm silent,
You curse me and spit on my face when I tell you no,
You plead for me when you are scared,
Now you must reap what you have sowed

You're in a pit of mire,
This state that you are in,
You think you are so cool, living in this life of sin,
You think you can just turn your back on me,
When in all actuality,
I could strike you dead,
but this love I have for you,
Means more even than I have said,
So I spare your life,
Knowing you will seek me,
And when you do, I will be there to answer,
You will knock on my door, and I will give you the key

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Funny how I can be so brittle,
Right on the edge of going insane,
And just because of you,
From the first time I even saw your name,
Emotions are a tricky thing,
They try to let you go,
To let you fall in love,
To blind you to the truth,
And then when it really counts,
They give you a good shove,
Back into reality with a jolt,
Cut into your flesh like a lightening bolt,
How can this pain be so real?
I don't even know you,
But I feel like I'm loosing you,
Am I just selfish?
I'll retreat now,
Back into my heart and head,
I'll just try to block the pain instead,
To just shut my eyes and put on a smile,
It's so much easier to lie...

Monday, January 17, 2011

You dont look very happy in contrast to the smile plastered on your face,
Such a fake, nasty happy,
The kind that you just want to hate,
Your fake laugh and fake nails,
Your fake skin and fake eyelashes,
You are just one big made up script,
Something that you don't even know,
Like a creature from another world,
Just here to put on a show,
And for what reason?
Do you think that you can benefit from all this?
Because I don't see a reason why you would want to go on being a glitch,
Stuck in the system of life,
Chaotic and jumbled,
Who should you look to?
Not I or yourself,
But Jesus, the one that is holy and true.